Thursday, May 6, 2010

Irritation

I'm a bit irritated with myself today. I know I had a doozy of a dream last night, but I cannot remember anything about it other than that it involved vampires, notebook paper, and a feeling of anxiety.

ANNOYING.

I think I've just had so much in my head lately, I have been unable to recall dream details like I typically can. Whatever.

I seriously have so much to do today. I'm feeling so unmotivated, though. I just want to go back home, snuggle in my bed with my dog, and continue to watch crazy shows on E! Herrumph.

And, I am hungry. I have peanut butter crackers, but I don't want them. Argh.

This post is incredibly pointless and filled with nothing of interest.

I may tag along with some coworkers today to meet our other coworker's new baby boy. However, I have mixed feelings about going. Mom and baby have only been home from the hospital since yesterday afternoon, and, while I may be wrong, I would imagine they would appreciate more time just as a family before receiving visitors. Especially unrelated visitors. Especially if one of them (me) has really only been 'around' for a few months. It just seems intrusive, but I am going with the flow. I am not sure of the final details yet, but we will see. I'm just not much of a baby person, really, unless I know you and your child very well. I am not one to want to hold strange babies and coo over them like a goon. I've just never been that way. I'm afraid I will feel awkward if I go along, but I don't want to seem stand-off-ish, either. We will see.

1 comment:

  1. You've been around? Interesting.

    JK.

    I respect your thoughts... I think that it's a little soon, but I may be wrong.

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